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english communication class

february, it's already end, so welcome march


i signed up 4 english communication class. what a pleasant suprise to see that 6 out of 15 member were someone that i already knew... that made me enjoy the learning session so much

the reason for i attending that course is to improve my english, i did not really well in my spm (nervous waiting 4 the result) so y not if i upgrade my communication skill? not really good in writing doesn't mean that u r not good in speaking too... plus. the most important thing that i have learnt, grammar doesn't important at all when u want to speak. i said to myself, what u r waiting 4? voice it out!

basically, during the class,i learnt how to greet people, handling such difficult situation, to apologise etc. and at the end of 18/16 hours class (i can't remember) we did a mock interview.. hahaa.. quite fun, before the interview, our sir ask about the scholar and the course that we r applying for, it's hard to give the answer because i didn't plan anything yet 4 my future (how suck am i?) haha, so i just said that i want to take architecture..dush

so during the interview, i think i did well in 'tell me about urself' session but when it comes to the course n such othe question like, why did u want this scholarship, 3 words bout ur personality,, i start to talk nonsense thing.. hahaa... the most concrete reason was i didn't prepare anything 4 the interview

the worst thing for now is, i didn't know what i'm going to be one day. a teacher? a counselor? a web designer? interior designer? aouch

this is not the time to think like standard 1 kids, when i was a kid, among my friends, we always talk about our ambition... the funniest thing is the ambition keep changing according to our mood n the way we think at that time, we want to do a lot of job at the same time,, a police, a teacher, a doctor, a nurse...(that's the only job that we know, how silly~)

that thing never exist dear, :P

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first day in 2011 when nothing went right

what should i do to describe the things that happened today?

i suppose to attend KPP class, which is 1 of the requirement to take driving license
wake up early enough in the morning, pack everything and suddenly when i arrive at the IM, ouch..i left my purse at home ..which means that i left my IC too...n also the money
and for the registration , u need your IC! or how they are going to identify your fingerprints,girl? my adrenaline keep gushing out and flow through my veins and also to my brain telling that ' i'm dead'... my friends tell me to relax, but i just can't..

i text my mum, and suddenly she gives me a call... feeling like my eardrum going to crack~
my friends tell me to ask the staff there... i heaved a sigh of relief~ it's ok u don't bring your IC but u have to pay 20 Rm for the smart card as a replacement...dush... i don't bring that money! thanks a lot to miss guppy for lending me yours....

the class start with colour blind test...fuhh, luckily i pass that 1, even i can simply mistaken 8 with 3... what else? the weather is extremely cold, it keeps raining throughout the day.. i'm ok with the rains... but when everything get wet, urgh...it is indeed uncomfortable.... when i go to the toilet,or just walk around...looks like every part of my body have that sense of cold

that feeling continues when i come home........feels like avoid stepping into the toilet but do i have a choice? i have to get shower, hot one so that i could get rid of feeling getting cold

n tonight,having a small fight with my mum, something that is should not happen, it is not a fight actually ,kind of misunderstanding ,but i know that something wrong with me...hurm, yes, i know, i am getting insane ~

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easy come, easy go

spending time with my family seems to be the best cure for me...to forget those messy thing out there...

peer pressure was like the hardest stupid things happened in my life, well actually if you r smart, you will not interfere yourself in...unfortunately.. i'm not smart enough and let myself jump into the drain and follow the flow....but when i spend time with my family,here in my sister house..i felt so relaxing.....i have a good time here....although it was some kind of mess but still, they are family...there was always a fight n misunderstanding among each other , who cares? that make thing become more interesting...

those feeling that i got of having peer pressure a long time ago was like 'easy come n easy go'. my heart has been hurt so much but after sometimes, it start to heal... i felt like it was never exist..but 1 thing 4 sure, the scar is still there..

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alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah..lega rasanya bila exam SPM dh habis... rasa ringan je otak..kdg2 rasa melayang layang.. haha....mmg sah gila... mna xnya..bila last paper dikutip..aku rsa nk melompat dr kerusi.... tp kena la sabar utk dgr arahan2 common dr ketua pengawas


sekiranya masih ad kertas yg belum dikutip...........
sila hantar kertas lebih sama ada yg sudah digunakan..........

tuh antara ayat2 yg memang automatic melekat dlm kepala aku...smpi skrg masih ingt lg

itu kisah beberapa minggu yg lalu..

now, tgh fikir rancangan utk masa akan datang..silap aku sebenarnya sbb x merancang dr awl2 lg..tp Alhamdulillah setakat ni belum ada tanda utk kebosanan sbb belambak2 keje yg x terbuat.. kemas buku, kemas bilik... school magazine task... tgh tunggu next appointment utk fix braces.. nak2 mak aku x der pegi kl, maka aku laa yg kena masak... dh bper kali ajak kwn dtg umah.. konon2 sbb boring..haha,alasan... sje je nk enjoy, borak2... x der dorang pown x der la boring sngt, komang2 main games, baca novel..huhu..memang buang masa

recent activity, belatih driving dgn ayah aku... kelas memandu x daftar lg :P hahaa, pastuh ske2 ht je pnjm track memandu org utk practice... practice lak pakai kete auto...mmg x patut... tp x per laa...setakat utk membiasakan diri with the car..

kdg2 fikir, nk bt ape sementara tunggu result ni? keje? keje pown kna pilih2 jgak.. kalau keje tp mendatangkan fitnah baik x yah... aku perempuan bukan lelaki.. lgpown keadaan skang x der la mendesak sngt smpi kna kerja... aku kan masih dlm tanggungan keluarga..cewah.. haha... keje pown sekadar nk dptkan pengalaman n duit... tp mmg tgh pikir pown bnda ni.. cme rasa mcm byk bnda yg menghalang... nk g kl la, ambk lsen lg, n tugas majalah pown x siap lg..

other option utk cuti ni aku terfikir utk masuk skolah pondok.. kalau x dpt pown at least pegi belajar dgn guru agama ke... x der la kosong otak..dh bper tahun aku ase dok menghadap buku2 skolah tuh, nk jugak rsa mendalami islam dgn lebih mendalam... dulu mungkin persepsi , kalau pakai tudung, sembahyg, puasa cukup dh sempurna la tuh amal ibadat.. tp aku sedar bnda tuh mmg x cukup...x cukup utk dibuat bekalan ke akhirat.. mengaji tp ntah btol ntah tidak tajwidnya.. dan maksd pown x tahu... this is the right time i guess, kalau dh dpt result nanti, n dpt masuk mana2, mna nk sempat nk belajar ni smer... huhu, Ya Allah, berikan aku kesempatan..

cuti ni btol2 buat aku x sedar betapa pantas masa berjalan.. memang, aku bukan spesis yg alert psal hr dan tarikh.. kalau hr nih hr jumaat, sedar2 jumaat balik... haha.. tuh pown nasib baik teringat appointment dgn dentist, kalau x mahu berkulat braces aku :P

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EXam oh EXam

Alhamdulillah... habih jgak 6 subjek..tinggal 2 subjek lg utk SPM ni...


berdasarkan subjek2 yg dh lepas ni...suka cita dimaklumkan bahawa aku tidak berani utk meletakkan apa2 target... x mengharapkan jugak nk dpt straight a's.. bukan x yakin tp takut kecewa di kemudian hari... biarlah... usaha dah usaha...yg tinggal hanyalah doa dan tawakal... seandainya kejayaan tidak berpihak kepadaku,, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada... Aku cuba mempersiapkan diriku... utk menghadapi segala kemungkinan tu :D

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life..dull...what else?

one night, when i was working with my school magazine task, this blog suddenly crossed my mind.. i dunno.. it takes such a long time leaving this thing behind and finally my mind came up with idea to write.. perhaps..to release my tension


my current progress.. i can't describe it in percentage or any kind of measurement that people usually use ,to describe their progress in doing something...

school..there were a lot of trial paper from other state to be answered... n i'm feeling like putting them all into a big pot, boils them..and finally chewed it so that i don't have to answer them anymore.. frankly speak.. i don't make any preparation yet for the post trial which will begin this sunday and seriously, the same thing goes for the biggest exam, SPM!

i try very hard to find the strength to work on it..but preparing for an exam seems to be the hardest thing to do in my life..

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welcome braces

i proudly welcome new friends of my teeth..hehe..tadaaa..they already fixed me with this 'benda alah'...finally.... dunno wut to say.... this thing that i have been waiting for a long time finally have come


first 3 or 4 days..no doubt..so painful that you can't imagine..(haha...sje je kasik gempak)... it wasn't like that anyway.. i'm strong girl :P

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