my JOURNAL

i signed up 4 english communication class. what a pleasant suprise to see that 6 out of 15 member were someone that i already knew... that made me enjoy the learning session so much

the reason for i attending that course is to improve my english, i did not really well in my spm (nervous waiting 4 the result) so y not if i upgrade my communication skill? not really good in writing doesn't mean that u r not good in speaking too... plus. the most important thing that i have learnt, grammar doesn't important at all when u want to speak. i said to myself, what u r waiting 4? voice it out!

basically, during the class,i learnt how to greet people, handling such difficult situation, to apologise etc. and at the end of 18/16 hours class (i can't remember) we did a mock interview.. hahaa.. quite fun, before the interview, our sir ask about the scholar and the course that we r applying for, it's hard to give the answer because i didn't plan anything yet 4 my future (how suck am i?) haha, so i just said that i want to take architecture..dush

so during the interview, i think i did well in 'tell me about urself' session but when it comes to the course n such othe question like, why did u want this scholarship, 3 words bout ur personality,, i start to talk nonsense thing.. hahaa... the most concrete reason was i didn't prepare anything 4 the interview

the worst thing for now is, i didn't know what i'm going to be one day. a teacher? a counselor? a web designer? interior designer? aouch

this is not the time to think like standard 1 kids, when i was a kid, among my friends, we always talk about our ambition... the funniest thing is the ambition keep changing according to our mood n the way we think at that time, we want to do a lot of job at the same time,, a police, a teacher, a doctor, a nurse...(that's the only job that we know, how silly~)

that thing never exist dear, :P

i suppose to attend KPP class, which is 1 of the requirement to take driving license

wake up early enough in the morning, pack everything and suddenly when i arrive at the IM, ouch..i left my purse at home ..which means that i left my IC too...n also the money

and for the registration , u need your IC! or how they are going to identify your fingerprints,girl? my adrenaline keep gushing out and flow through my veins and also to my brain telling that ' i'm dead'... my friends tell me to relax, but i just can't..

i text my mum, and suddenly she gives me a call... feeling like my eardrum going to crack~

my friends tell me to ask the staff there... i heaved a sigh of relief~ it's ok u don't bring your IC but u have to pay 20 Rm for the smart card as a replacement...dush... i don't bring that money! thanks a lot to miss guppy for lending me yours....

the class start with colour blind test...fuhh, luckily i pass that 1, even i can simply mistaken 8 with 3... what else? the weather is extremely cold, it keeps raining throughout the day.. i'm ok with the rains... but when everything get wet, urgh...it is indeed uncomfortable.... when i go to the toilet,or just walk around...looks like every part of my body have that sense of cold

that feeling continues when i come home........feels like avoid stepping into the toilet but do i have a choice? i have to get shower, hot one so that i could get rid of feeling getting cold

n tonight,having a small fight with my mum, something that is should not happen, it is not a fight actually ,kind of misunderstanding ,but i know that something wrong with me...hurm, yes, i know, i am getting insane ~