my JOURNAL

it was a 'great' day

i'm home...

i'm still in kl..counting the days left, to go home- going through a new year
there's no preparation at all-to go to school
yeaa i'm not a 7 year old little girl anymore-want a new school bag,new shoes,new pencil case,new books,new hair scarf- it was 9,10 years ago
and now..i dont feel excited to go to school

actually,this year might be my last year in school-,i'm not really sure about it

no preparation at all? not really... Y E S here..so i grab the sale and buy 1 pair of black shoes-part of my school uniform-well,i'm always excited about shopping and books..thats me..^_^

i'm still doing my homework now-not finished at all but thats better than letting my books 'clean' without any 'doodle'

i guess my old frens will have a small gathering tomorrow-i'm glad that i can't make it-that so mean..no,i didn't mean it..i really want to see them but i just can't....i'm not ready to meet my fren..(..lurus dan perasannya aku)..is that reason make sense? haha..peduli hapa aku..

sesuci cinta-aku x maksudkan mana2 buku..cme sbg simbolik kepada novel2 melayu zaman sekarang-some of them.



novel melayu-ramai yang ske judge a book by its title...most of my friend kalau tgk aku baca novel mesti cakap-alahai..jiwangnyer.....bila tajuk jiwang2..it does'nt mean that cter pown mcm tuh...aku terus terang aku x ske sngt baca novel yang jiwang karat-kau umpama bulan..bla3... aku baca novel sekadar nak tambah pengetahuan..kdg2 ad benda yang aku x tahu tp aku jumpa dalam novel..that's all..



aku duduk kat umah kakak aku-pengumpul novel gak-mcm2 cter aku baca tp sorry to say la.. yang benar2 bagus mmg ada tp yang paling aku x tahan -ada sebijik novel nih,tebal standard ah 500 pg n above tp ayat mcm budak sekolah..baca novel nih cam x der benda-kosong, dah la jalan cerita pown x best-lebih kepada menunjukkan kebodohan seorang manusia-landasan agama tah ke mana-realitinya mmg ada cerita mcm nih kat luar sana tetapi hakikatnya x der la sesempurna seperti yang dicerita..cover punya la cantik-tajuk puitis tp cter hampeh... pandangan aku-x semua novel2 nih bagus-x der pengisian-topik yang related-cinta--so boring



then br2 nih aku ada pegi mph,jumpa la 1 novel nih...terus tertarik nak beli..cter yang unik..psal kehidupan pelajar-one of the part-sampai kna seksa sbb nak pertahankan agama...berbaloi duit melayang puluh2 ringgit...byk isi berguna

note:aku mmg gila membaca-except 4 my history text book

it was a little big mess..and i dunno y?

it comes to an end..and i start to finish everything..my bio sketch...history module.. sebarang kerja melibatkan pengiraan di tunda buat smentara...just imagine it...dh lama sngt x bergelut dgn formula..bt addmath merangkak rangkak..mmg lambat..plg cepat bnda yang aku leh bt skang, melukis..dah pegang pensel mmg ssah nk ltak..

rutin 2 3 hr yang lepas..
sesi memperabis pitis-shopping baju^_^
tgk wyg? urgh cte x best lgsg..papepown tgk gak..org belanjer..rezeki jgn ditolak
makan2

i'm going home-next week?
i must get ready to get into ths new year..i just can't imagine it..still the same class like this year, alhamdulillah...different class? redha je laa..

lama x update blog-intro yang sama tiap2 kali aku post sumthing kat blog nih....hehe
tapi mmg tu la hakikatnya, busy n x de mood nk post.

so this post is about my school holiday. Cuti dah lama dah start tp br hari ni aku rasa ade mood nk menulis..istilah merapu aku rasa lagi seswai..^_^. Cuti nih cam cuti tahun2 lepas,aku stay kat umah kakak aku kt KL. rutinnya,pagi ikut dye pegi ofis...lunch kdg2 lepak kat luar..ptg blk...makan..tgk tv tido...nih laa rutin utk hari2 kerja..hujung minggu cm biasa ah..g jalan2 cuci mata...

aku duduk snih pown bukan leh senang lenang sbb aku dah dibekalkan dgn 'makanan untuk tahun depan'. HOmework bertimbun. Tapi baru berapa kerat yang buat..itulah aku- keje tangguh2.

Cuti yang lama pown rasa sekejap sebenarnya..sedar x sedar dah masuk bulan disember~~
n nak x nak kena prepare utk masuk tahun baru...tahun yang paling aku x suker-tahun exam.